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it was a pleasure being 18
January 27th, 2009 by clari28barbiecue
I just woke up this morning, staring at my lovely yellow dress. It’s my birthday! And I still feel the same. I hug my pillow so tight, and seeing my 18years pass by. When I was 18, I was really stupid I’ve done a lot of crap, but I never will regret it. I had fun. I cried a lot, and I totally hit rock bottom. But honestly time heals, and it does. I got passed it with flying color. Things changed so fast. I’m back to school again and even though it has its perks, I still love it. I won Ms. Ama. 2008, what a fucking joke huh? I was really fun. I’ve been drunk for the 1st time when I was 18, plenty of times, which was freaking cool and really embarrassing. I got to go back to LA, and take a glimpse of what my life would be. I miss it, LA, the lights, the great sense of independency, and the sight of all opportunities possible. My friends back there, and my family, I miss it all, and I know just years from now I’m going back for good. I can’t wait.
Though I badly miss my sisters, hope there all ok with there lives back in LA, me and Daddy are looking forward for us to be together that’s what we really want, and you guys shouldn’t worry about a thing, “ako’y bahala.” Guys just take care and like you say, “konting tiis nalang.” Were just waiting here. We love you and miss you guys.
I met a lot of people; I have a lot of new friends which I cherish so much. And my old friends, you guys I just miss. What makes me happy are my friends, our experiences together, those who never leaves me when I’m in trouble, when I’m sad, and always makes me laugh so hard that I can pee in my pants. I remise the times we drank together, ate out, or the best making techniques for cheating. I had fun when we just hang out in my place, surfing the net, taking about people, fashion tips and just being teens.
Perhaps I may say I’ve experience every ordinary girl’s 18 years, well it’s not that ordinary at all.haha. I love my friends, my family, myself and GOD. I’m grateful that I have them here at my side, I’m the luckiest girl, and I’m happy now. I never could imagine this kind of happiness. It’s like a feeling of comfort coming from no one, but yourself. And it makes you stronger that you’re alone, makes you proud of what you’ve achieved by yourself. I have everything I need, though sometimes I want more, but all I have is enough. I’ve done exactly what I wanted when I was 18, I made the most of it. To the small things to the EXTREME I’ve done it. I may say I lived my 18 years to the fullest with no regrets at all. I’m happy. I feel matured honestly to say, I’m different now, I’m not that old Clari that cries at every single thing, and does stupid stuff, so fucking stupid stuff when she’s sad. I’m smarter now. Haha. That’s was the old me, this is the new me. Happy, independent, and ready for anything that will hit her in the head. I wanna thank you guys, for trusting me, for being there, for loving me. For accepting me for who I am. My life wouldn’t be a bliss without you guys. Thank you Lord, for everything, I know I haven’t said this enough but thank you so much. For giving me this kind of life, for all the blessing, im forever grateful.
You guys, thank you! I really appreciated everything! And what I really wanted for my birthday I’ve did it all. Thank you, I will never regret it and never forget it. I’ve did everything and yet there is more to come. It was pleasure, being 18.
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